Monthly Archive for April, 2009

IHOP JOURNAL | happiness is… [Part 2-finale]

WAITING & SEARCHING:

BETTER THAN A STIMULUS PACKAGE

Sometimes hearing God speak to us is just a matter of waiting and searching.  In a world where we expect our barista’s to spit out “orange mocha frappuccino’s” like a machine gun, this can seem like a excruciatingly time-costly thing to do.  But none the less, it must be done.  May we never forget, He is GOD after all.  We ought to work around His schedule not expect Him to work around ours.

Besides, if we do not invest the time to wait and search His voice out in our lives now, in the future it’ll cost us a heck of a lot more than what we think we might be losing out on by spending that time today!

In fact, it could cost us our relationship with God!  Let me explain.  There are some parents who live in complete regret because they were too busy with work and other things to spend quality time with their kids.  Now that their children are all grown up their relationship with their children is weak and even non-existent.  They can’t communicate or relate to them because time and effort were not invested beforehand over the years to develop those things.

God loves us so much.  He is in fact jealous for our time and attention.  He beckons us to seek Him with all our hearts.  Not so that He can waste our time, but so that we can “find” Him, know Him, and develop our relationship with Him!  There is joy even in waiting on God, and as we mature in our faith we see that even the “pain” of desire and desperation spent in waiting for Him to speak is a type of joy as well!

*As a word of practical application, I advise start searching and waiting on God to speak by reading and studying His Word!  Go here for some great personal bible study resources: bible study resources.  In future posts I hope to elaborate more on the different ways God speaks to us.

VERSES FOR FURTHER MEDITATION & STUDY

Jeremiah 29:13 (The Message)  “When you come looking for me, you’ll find me. “Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I’ll make sure you won’t be disappointed.” God’s Decree.

Psalm 27:8 (English Standard Version) You have said, “Seek my face.”My heart says to you, “Your face, LORD, do I seek.”

IHOP JOURNAL | happiness is… [Part 1]

DO YOU HEAR WHAT I HEAR?

From back when I was a kid, I remember a Peanuts book called “Happiness is a Warm Puppy.“  So let me start by saying that, “Happiness is when you feel like God is speaking to you.”  I say that because every time I feel like God speaks to me I do feel a joy that is better than anything else.  And seriously, that Peanuts book title comes to mind each time I feel like that!

I know and have had my fair share of feeling like I have no idea what or if God is “saying” something to me.  It really sucks. Especially when you feel like He hasn’t spoken anything to you in a really long time…if ever!

But, Jesus declared that all those who put their faith in Him are His sheep, and that in fact:

My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me.

- John 10:27 [ESV]

So, that’s good news!  Now, a lot of people miss the fact that Jesus does not mention when, how often, or in what way He will speak to us.  He speaks in different ways and at different times to different people.

We tend to get jealous or feel less “special” when we compare themselves with others that seem to always be telling everyone “God spoke to me about such and such!” [and let's admit it, that can be pretty annoying now and then...I mean, seriously, they sound like they're bragging sometimes! >: ]

But, the fact of the matter is there is no reason to be jealous.  There is no reason to feel less “special” or “loved.”  Let’s not base our security of His love for us in nothing else but the cross and His empty tomb. So again, the fact is there is no reason to feel like He speaks to you in a less qualitative way than others!

You have all the reason to believe that He does!

OH MAN | take two of these

All right, so TRUE story.

The other day someone I consider my spiritual mother was telling me stories about her days working as a pharmacist in a local grocery store.

One story involved a woman who had a prescription for birth-control pills.  The thing with this lady was that she kept using up her birth control pills at a faster rate than prescribed and so she kept coming in way ealier than expected to pick up her next doses.

Finally, the pharmacists asked the lady how was it that she was using all the pills so fast.  What they found out was shocking.  Turns out, the lady thought that her AND her husband were supposed to take the prescribed doses together!

As a guy, seriously, “oh man.”

I don’t even want touch on the story she told me about suppositories [shudder]…

SIMPLE TECH | sync me up scotty!

simple-tech-logoI like my mac and have a love/hate relationship with my iPhone 3G.

I guess I’m a Mac guy, mostly because I think they look cool and I’m just the average consumer whose needs and computer savvy do not go beyond the “normal” stuff of word-processing and hacking into the CIA…I mean..um…Anyways, I’m not really all that into the PC & Mac war except just to mess with PC dudes for fun [like my brother-in-law].  By the way, the new “I’m four years old and I’m a PC” commercials are awesome [click here to see one and to see another]

When I got my iPhone 3G [which I am now trying to sell by the way] I did the whole 90 day trial period with Mobile Me and I was like going through withdrawals after the trial expired.  Ok, not that bad.  But, I did really find it super convenient that my iCal and my iPhone would sync wirelessly and pretty much automatically [I say "pretty much" only because your computer needs to be connected to the internet in order to sync, and yeah, I know, I'm probably the only person on this planet living in a stone age home with no internet...so, just leave me alone].

My lack of internet at home should have clued you in that I’m on a tight, tight budget [and subsequently on a fundamentalist rampage calling America to repent of it's excessive, idolatrous consumerism...ok, just kidding...just sour grapes I guess...no, wait...freaking REPENT!  ok, ok, I kid once again...maybe].

ANYWAYS, geesh, what I’m trying to say is that I was starving for a free alternative to sync my iPhone and iCal.  And thus, the heavens opened and God smiled upon me…I’ve found one!  Did I tell you it’s FREE?

The solution involves utilizing Google Calendar.  No surprise because it seems like they are everywhere and taking over the world.  Google Calendar is your “cloud” for those of you who understand what that means.  It’s the “go-between” your computer and your iPhone.  With this solution you can do other stuff like sync your contacts, but of course with anything free you have limitations compared to the stuff you pay for [for example, you can only sync 5 calendars and I think you can only edit one from your phone or something].

Anyways, click on the image below if, like me, you are income challenged by tech hungry for some free syncing!

RESOURCE | the gospel coalition

This is awesome.  An incredible source of encouragement and teaching.  You can watch videos, download sermons, read articles and a whole lot more.

In a day and age where the truths of God’s Word are challenged, compromised and flat out denied it is great to see leaders and servants of our part of the world get together to contend in a concerted effort and share with all the rest of us such beneficial resources.

I am glad to refer this along as I am learning more and more how most people that regard themselves as Christians, really do love God, and have even grown up in church do not comprehensively know the foundational doctrines of our faith.  I’ve also come to realize this not an “academic” matter of crises, but rather it truly is a relationship matter.  It’s like a spouse not knowing the details of their loved one’s life story! [I am the first to admit how guilty I am of this!]

Some names you might recognize of those who are a part of The Gospel Coalition include:  John Piper, D.A Carson, Mark Driscoll, Joshua Harris, and Kent Hughes.

I hope it’s a blessing to you!

APRIL 17, 2009 | update from kansas

Hello everybody!

There’s been a lot of great things happening here in Kansas City, MO.  Admittedly, when I say “great things” I’m being pretty selfish because I’m talking about things I’ve been blessed with! [But seriously, there are a lot of great things happening with IHOP as well : ]

Well, there’s too much to share, but I wanted to give God praise by sharing this:

I’ve been going through a long season in my life that’s been tough, really tough.  One of the reason it’s been so hard is because I feel like I hardly hear God’s voice the way I used to.  I really love hearing God’s voice.  Without exaggeration, it is life and love for me.  It kills me and almost depresses me when I dwell on the feeling that He isn’t speaking to me.

Well, you might have read my IHOP Journal entry about how, on the first night I was here, God led me to “seek His face” by looking up verses that referred to specific attributes of His face.  I felt led to start with His eyes.  Of course, the first thing I recalled from the Bible is that “His eyes are like fire.”  But still, I searched and wrote down tons of verses that referred to His eyes.  Again, that all took place the first day I got here on Monday, April 4th.

Well, today on Friday, April 17th I felt like I was supposed to go to the Friday Night Service hosted by IHOP called “God Encounter Service.”  I was hesitant because number one, I didn’t want to go.  And then second, I wasn’t sure if it was really God speaking/nudging my heart to go.  But, thankfully, I went.  Grumbling a little.

Mike Bickle was the speaker, and guess what the title of his message was?

“Jesus’ Eyes of Fire Part 2″!

Well, of course, I thought that was really cool.  It even got better as Mike affirmed the things I was learning about “His eyes” and then took it deeper and then really hit it home for me!  Can’t explain it all!

Anyways, after the service I got back to where I’m staying.  Since tonight’s message was Part 2, I decided to go online to look for Part 1.  Unfortunately there wasn’t a free MP3, haha.

BUT, the message notes from Part 1 were available for download.  I downloaded it and found out the title of the message was:

“The Descriptions of Jesus in the Book of Revelations:  Jesus’ Eyes of Fire, Fear of God & Intimacy with God.”

AND, because Mike Bickle has been away for a bit, this first message about exploring descriptions of Jesus and His eyes was actually given on Friday, April 3rd!

So, as God led Mike to speak this message to IHOP on Friday, I came in three days later and was led to study and search the same thing without even knowing what happened the Friday before!

To the say the least, God really ministered joy into my heart through all this!

Anyways, I hope you are all doing well and are blessed.  God really does love us all so much.  Thank you for visiting my blog, sharing in my journey, and lending your support!

Blessings,

Jimmy Lee

P.S.  I don’t know if you can read what it says in that picture of Kansas City.  If you can, I apologize for I have no idea what it means.  It was just the most decent picture I could find on the internet!  Much love!

IHOP JOURNAL | more than a day [Part 3-finale]

JESUS: GOD INCARNATE AS A REAL PERSON

A very convicting point that Stephen made was about how most of us that profess to believe in Jesus are not emotionally moved by the Passion account.  The main reason being is because Jesus is still largely not a real person to us.  He is a distant “God” and past “Savior” but not the living God, the living Man who is present with us today.  The one who is more real than the person next to us, more present than all the air around us.

As it would stand in our “earthly” relationships, to not intellectually AND emotionally identify with the incarnation of Christ – one of the greatest pillars of our evangelical doctrine – is symptomatic of  a degenerated relationship with God.

Now, to say you are not an “emotional” person is not a very good excuse.  Imagine if your loved one, your husband, wife, dad, mom, sister, brother, or friend went through what Jesus went through.  What if they were punched in the face, beaten with a stick, whipped mercilessly, had their flesh torn off their back, a crown of thorns forced through the flesh of their head, mocked, taunted, spit on, and then nailed on a cross, naked and exposed for all those that pass by to abhor and call cursed?

Yeah, we would be moved emotionally.

If not, there would be something wrong with us.  Even the person that goes numb with shock is still giving a kind of emotional and psychological response.  In such an event, you simply cannot have no emotional response at all without being considered seriously emotionally dysfunctional.

With that said, for most of us, if something like the Passion happen to a loved one we would experience the heights and extremes of human emotions in ways unimaginable from wrath and anger to sorrow and torment, guilt and powerlessness, to utter, utter remorse and brokenness.

I know that I do not fully know Jesus and His Passion this way yet.  But, I WANT to know Jesus like this.  I WANT Him to be that real of a person to me because, while He is yet God, He IS that real of a person.

He is not conceptual or distant.  He is not a theory or a mere belief.  He is a real person.  He is God, who became a man and loved me more than life itself.  I WANT to be moved to tears and great emotion just at the mention of His Passion.

The Passion of Christ is not a one day, “Good Friday” thing.  It is more than just a day.  It is a life-long journey and relationship of getting to know God.  If we desire maturity and genuineness of our faith, we will think this way.

PHILIPPIANS 3:7-16 [ESV]

7But whatever gain I had, I counted as loss for the sake of Christ. 8Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ 9and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that depends on faith— 10 that I may know him and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, 11that by any means possible I may attain the resurrection from the dead. the power of his resurrection, and 12Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect, but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. 13Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, 14I press on toward the goal for call of God in Christ Jesus. 15Let those of us who are mature think this way, and if in anything you think otherwise, God will reveal that also to you. 16Only let us hold true to what we have attained.

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IHOP JOURNAL | more than a day [Part 2]

TRAGEDY IN THE CHURCH

It is tragic and of great concern that the average Christian in the West cannot recount in detail the events of  the Passion and yet profess that they “love Jesus.”  Perhaps they do love Jesus, but I am convinced that it cannot be complete or mature without a full knowledge of His passion.

Some people may argue that they are not “detail” oriented when it comes to the Bible.  I think their error, at least in part, is to treat “knowing Jesus” as an academic thing we’re talking about.  That’s not what this is at all.  This is a relationship thing.  Imagine a conversation between a guy and girl that are in a relationship this way:

BOB: I love you Mary.

MARY: I love you too Bob!  Oh, I wanted to tell you about what happened to me today!

BOB: Oh, well, you see Mary, I’m not much of a “detailed oriented” kind of person.  Maybe you could tell Mickey your story later, ok?  Let’s just hug.”

Yeah, again, not good.

When a Believer puts off knowing the Passion story in detail, it is much like a spouse not wanting to know details of the most important stories of their loved one’s life.

IHOP JOURNAL | more than just a day [Part 1]

LOVING & KNOWING

Happy Easter everyone!

Today is the “Celebration of His Resurrection” and so I’m a day or two late with this entry, but I wanted to share with you about Good Friday.

I heard an awesome message about it here at IHOP.  The speaker was Stephen Venable.  It was one of the best “Good Friday Messages” I’ve ever heard.  I can’t do it justice here, but I’ll share some of his points mixed with some of my own thoughts broken into a few short entries over the next few days.

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Loving and knowing a person goes hand-in-hand.  This is plain if you asked a husband if they love their wife and they said “yes” but then could not tell you the most important details about his wife’s life much less know all there is to know about her.

“So, what’s her favorite color?”

“Um…”

“What did she major in college?”

“Hmmm…”

“Where did she grow up?”

“Uh, let me go ask her…”

Dude, you’re an idiot.

Yeah.  Not good.

The four gospels cover the Passion account more than any other part of Jesus’ life.  In fact, it is astonishingly lopsided when you compare the amount of content the Gospels spend on the Passion as opposed to any other part of Jesus’ story.

“The Passion of Jesus” refers to the events leading up to and the actual execution of Jesus on the cross.  And so, in light then of what it means to love somebody – previously established – loving Jesus is to know the details of what Jesus went through physically and emotionally…

…when he entered Jerusalem that last time and was deafened by the shrieks and cheers, when he shared his last meal with His disciples, when he called out is betrayer, when he got up from the table and washed the feet of His closest friends, when he prayed and felt the sweat of blood run down His face in the Garden of Gethsemane, when He found His friends sleeping instead of praying, when he felt the ropes and chains bind his arms tightly as he was led away, when he watched his friends run away in fear, when he stood before the blood thirsty council, pompous Herod, and morally torn Pilate, when he was beaten, mocked and crucified.

Loving Him means to know all this and so much more.  The depths of the meaning of Christ’s message is immeasurable.  To love God must include spending our entire lives searching out, remembering, knowing and responding with great joy to this immense part of His life and story.